Lost and found?

Blimey it's been a long time.... 

Strange things have happened, mostly to me though... I feel restless, disillusioned and ready to change things. 

First I am planning a makeover on DWD. This should be great, but it's taking time and right now I am frustrated by it all. I *know* what I want, but that is appearing to get lost in the "I want to design it how I want it then you can make changes" coming from WSH who is doing the techie side of things..... OK I said, fine, you do that and I shall tell you what changes I want making... although I'd like it done with some priority, not when you feel up to it.... and please don't tell me that "my head isn't working" anymore, because I don't particularly care tbh, you said I had to let you do this, so fing do it! I could have had it done ages ago...... 

So yeah, restless, disillusioned and tbh somewhat lost. I am trying to figure out who I am, where I want to go etc... I seem to have got lost during the time as someone's "other half", someone's "mother", someone's"wife"...I need to find me...

So I have made a decision. I am making a list and I am going to stick at it. I am going to do something with my NaNo Novel from last year, I am going to look into my "return to Teaching" course and go for it. Unless I can magic up the finances to do a counselling course as I'd like to do that too! I am going to complete my cross stitch sampler, my crochet blanket and my wedding album scrapbook.I am going to spend time FOR ME.... Scary stuff for someone who hasn't put themself first in over 10 years! 

I am going to give him till the end of the week and then suggest that it might be better to ask someone else to do the new DWD logo and the new forum.... 

Changes are afoot....